A Better Me

It was a long day. And I was in a fabulous mood.

It started off with an event at school. My Dad and I went and helped McKenna build her portion of a class quilt. I am always happy to be in the kids classrooms and today was no exception.

Afterwards, we all headed up to the hospital for Genetic Testing and my Isotope injections. We were there a long time but it wasn't bad. I think it was harder on my parents. It was a very stark reality check that when you go to an oncologist; people there are very sick. It's a tough scene. But I tried to lighten everyone's mood. My heart felt genuinely clear, happy and fearless.

I later ran by Walgreens. I noticed a woman crying in the isle. The old me would have passed her by. But I heard a voice telling me to go speak to her. It was His voice. I went to her and put my hand on her shoulder. I asked, "Are you okay?" She was surprised but explained that a friend had been admitted to the hospital and it was very bad. She was crying very hard. I then asked, "Do you want a hug?" Weird? Yes. Probably. But she was alone and sad and I didn't feel scared to ask. She said, "oh it's ok." I then told her I was going to the hospital too and I would say a prayer for her friend. And she then threw her arms around me and hugged me so tight. I don't know about her; but hugging this complete stranger made me feel good. Jesus teaches us to stop and be there for others. I'm glad I listened to that voice tonight.

I topped off the evening with a "hangout" with my son. We took dinner to Johnny in the office and rocked out to "Moves Like Jagger" in the car. We then picked up McKenna and had Zinga. I sat at Zinga looking at them thinking that I am so blessed. They are so amazing.

We are all tucked in now. The kids are fast asleep. My husband is by my side. My parents are here. I thank God for an oddly fantastic day. I feel I am ready for anything! WE GOT THIS!!